What are my TATTOO to Me?????

Alone in my own room as I lay on my back  .......  Its Dark and Cold outside,  but inside its just me with my own thoughts,  Surrounded by the memories of my Past that has been edged under my skin  (Tattoo)  with the color as dark as a night without a moon,  I take a closer look at my hands and at that moment the line of my own tattoo starts to show,  Even in such darkness I can see the Ink under my skin.  So I get out of my bed and turn on the lights,  As I turn around,  I look at my TATTOOs in the mirror  ....  All the memories just comes flashing,   As if it happened just a moment ago, 

And my thought takes me way back to the place where my life and everything started,  As I turn my back I see the tattoo of Stars pinched under my skin,  which I did it as a Tribute to my long lost friend all who passed away before their time,  The cost I had to pay for using Drugs and Misdeeds of my past,  The weight of all that lost in my life is getting very heavy deep in my heart,  And I say to myself  ....  " I did the crime,  Now I must do the time"   As i look at the tattoos  and  say this to myself  .....  Soon  .....  Sonam  ...  Soon  ...  My time will also come to get me too,  The time will come for me to Rejoin with my old Friends on the other side,  But till  the day comes  .....  The TATTOOS I have will give me strength to make my way through thick and thin,  I know as long as I live and have the TATTOOS I know I am never alone,  They are my friends looking down upon me or who knows they may be partying down in Hell with the Devil  himself ,
      
But until then my friends  .... 

***Rest in Peace***

* star of eight for my long lost friends waiting on the other side *

     As I continue gazing  upon my other Tattoo  .......  I can see a  " PEACE "  sign  (also tattooed by JURMI .  P) and right below it is a calligraphic symbol which stands for  " LOVE "  which we did it in the good memory of that particular time and moment in my life,  but nothing in this world goes according to what we think  .... like it has been said  " All good Thing must come to an end "  ...  i take this as how its meant to be  .......

* love *
* far but never alone, always here  *

 Months,  Days,  Time,  People,  Dreams and the World may have passed me by but the tattoos still remains along with it the memories  ...  Two life long friend I am sure I will never loose (tattoo and memories).

Sometimes my tattoos help me to move on and brings out the best in me,  But at times it acts like the Catalyst fueling up my Anger and Rage  But
mostly reminds me of who I am  ......

tattoo by : Jurmi . P (* Peace * )

This is  where I Am Now....
 This is who I Am  .... 

This is what I Am
And this is what I do best

I am  sonam dorji  ( a . k . a  :  Brother John )

   ** PEACE OUT **